sapphicprincess's journal, originally written by kiakaha :i know all the things i fear are things i must face, and that by mollifying fear i choose not to grow the hell up. i choose this becuz im not ready to deal with the pain and the humiliation that said fear comes from. but im not fooling myself. its MY decision, not cruel fate. my pain is not special. some people suffer and soldier on anyways. some people risk everything they have to get what they need. we are all of us scared to death of losing, failing, being rejected. but some stay cowering indoors and some go on. thats a personal decision, not karma. and i need to accept responsibility for my decisions..active AND passive.
