I am beginning to understand that my cross-dressing, and wherever else it leads to is (for me at least) normal. When I was in "The Cabin" and made the choices I did it was because of who I am. Thinking about it, I realize that no, the majority of men would not have decided to do what I did. Some might have sniffed glue, others smoke, others grabbed a shotgun and gone a huntin' Bambi. Still others might have done any of the aforementioned things and cross-dressed anyway.